Your Deepest Pain Holds Your Greatest Power. Are You Ready to Awaken It?
Grief is not the end—it is the beginning of your awakening. I’ll show you how to transform loss into awareness, healing, and deep love for life.
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...I know, because I once believed the same lie. When my daughter passed, my world shattered. The love I had for her felt like an unbearable weight, a storm I would drown in. For years, I survived. I functioned. I pretended to heal. But deep inside, something remained locked, waiting to be seen.
BEGIN YOUR JOURNEY HOME
When the world changes forever, we’re not given a map.
But there is a path. One that leads you back to peace, presence, and a love that never ends.
Everything I’ve created was born from my own journey through child loss, and built to help you walk your own—with support, truth, and sacred care.
Explore the paths below and begin exactly where you are. But first...
How My Personal Drama Lead Me To A Fortunate Life And A Passionate Mission
Jacky is my daughter who unfortunately passed away. She has been my motivator and acceleration ever since in this whole process.
This is my son Sef who arrived many years later in my life. I was already experiencing abundance, but he multiplied it and catapulted my awareness sky high.
This is my youngest son Sol and he is my motivation on my mission of guiding parents with grief on how to transform this pain into power and bliss.
When my daughter, Jacky, passed away at six years old, my world shattered. At the time, I was young and unaware of the depth of my grief. For years, I buried my pain until it erupted, forcing me onto a journey of healing and self-discovery.
In my search for solace, I discovered the profound art of energy transformation. This practice opened my heart, allowing me to feel Jacky's presence not through sorrow but through love and compassion. My life began to shine anew, and I realized that grief, when met with awareness, could transform into immense growth and strength.
This experience awakened a calling within me. I knew I needed to help other parents navigate their grief, showing them that healing is not only possible but that it can lead to a life filled with light and purpose.
Today, as an energy transformation coach, my mission is to guide parents toward reconnecting with their lost child in a way that fosters love and strength.
If you're feeling consumed by grief, know there is light at the end of the tunnel. You can turn your pain into power and emerge stronger—your child would be proud of you.
Life's journey is filled with both joy and deep sorrow. My eldest son, Sef, who’s now four years old, constantly reminds me of our incredible potential for growth and healing.
When Sef was born, I was put to the ultimate test. Instead of approaching old triggers with fear, I leaned into curiosity, eager to see how my energy transformation skills would hold up. The experience not only deepened my love for Sef but also solidified my calling: helping parents who’ve endured the unimaginable loss of a child.
I realized that facing grief doesn’t just clear obstacles—it leads to a richer, more compassionate life. The love I now feel isn’t just for my children but also for my younger self, who needed healing too.
If you’re a parent navigating loss while trying to love your other children, know that finding love and joy again isn’t just a dream—it’s within reach. My mission is to walk this path with you, sharing my story and guiding you toward a life filled with light, love, and healing.
You’re not alone. Let’s move forward together and discover the beauty life still holds.
Life rarely goes as planned. My youngest son, Sol, with his boldness and zest for life, constantly reminds me that true joy often comes from the unexpected. As the spirited brother of Jacky and Sef, Sol embodies the beauty of life’s surprises.
There was a time when I struggled against my circumstances, desperately trying to control my destiny. My life felt heavy with grief and resistance until, one day, I chose to let go. This surrender wasn’t about giving up—it was an act of courage.
By embracing life’s unpredictability, I embarked on a journey of healing and self-acceptance. It wasn’t an easy path. My mind clung to old fears, but my heart led the way. Step by step, the tight grip of grief loosened, and my world slowly transformed from bitterness to gratitude.
Today, I’m not here as someone who has all the answers but as a living testament to the power of acceptance and inner work. Healing begins when we stop resisting and start trusting the present moment.
If you find yourself trapped in grief or despair, take heart. You don’t have to predict or control the future. Instead, focus on your inner self, trust your heart, and open yourself to the magic that life has to offer.
I’m here to walk this path with you, guiding you to find joy, love, and peace even when life feels uncertain.
START HEALING TODAY – FREE RESOURCES FOR YOU
✅ GRIEVING WITH AWARENESS
This heartfelt guide shares the real beginning of my healing journey, and the powerful truth I discovered inside grief. Includes simple practices and deep insights to help you reconnect with what’s still alive in you.
✅ 14 DAYS MEDITATION CHALLENGE
Short, daily meditations to help you quiet the mind, open the heart, and begin healing gently—without letting go of the love you still carry.
✅ 3 PILLARS OF TRANSFORMATION
These 5 videos gently guide you through the deeper truths that helped me begin again—without letting go of the love I still carry.
“Each of these resources carries a part of my story.
They aren’t just lessons—they are lived truths that helped me rise after loss.
If you're ready for the next step, I’ll walk it with you.”
—Ellery
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FAQS
What is Childlosshealing?
Childlosshealing is a transformational path for parents who have lost a child. It’s not therapy, not spiritual bypassing, and not about moving on. It’s about awakening through grief—finding deep peace, meaning, and connection again, without denying the pain.
What makes your approach different from therapy or support groups?
Unlike traditional therapy, which often focuses on coping strategies or retelling your story, this work is rooted in inner transformation. You’re not asked to talk endlessly or fix yourself—you’re guided into a deeper state of awareness where suffering naturally begins to dissolve. Support groups create community. This path helps you experience real change.
What are the 3 Pillars of Transformation?
🧠 Mental Wellness – Learn how to observe your thoughts and break free from emotional loops.
🌱 Spiritual Growth – Connect with the part of you that is untouched by grief.
💔 Grief Transformation – Turn grief into a sacred path toward purpose, love, and awakening.
Is this work religious or spiritual?
It’s deeply spiritual—but not religious. There are no beliefs to adopt. You’ll be guided to directly experience peace, clarity, and presence for yourself. Many people describe it as coming home to a deeper part of themselves.
Can grief really be transformed?
Yes. When grief is fully met with presence, something extraordinary happens: the pain begins to soften, and a new kind of love and clarity emerges. This doesn’t mean forgetting. It means allowing grief to become a sacred teacher, not a lifelong wound.
Is this right for me if I’m still in deep pain?
Absolutely. You don’t need to be ready. You don’t need to be strong. This path meets you exactly where you are—whether you feel numb, overwhelmed, or disconnected. All you need is a willingness to turn inward.
How do I begin?
You can start with one of the free resources:
📘 Grieving with Awareness (e-book)
🎥 The 3 Pillars of Transformation (video series)
🧘 Quiet the Mind, Open the Heart (14-day meditation challenge)
You’ll also be invited to join Heart Warriors, our private community.
What if I’ve tried everything already and nothing helped?
That’s exactly why this work exists. It’s not another mindset tool or emotional technique. It’s a return to your truest self—a shift in awareness that happens gently, without force. If nothing else has reached you, this path might be the one that does.
Do I have to relive trauma or painful memories?
No. This work is trauma-informed and nervous-system safe. You will never be asked to relive your pain. You’ll be guided into quiet, present awareness, where healing unfolds from within—safely and gently.
I Can't Afford It
I understand financial concerns. My goal is to make this as accessible as possible and we can discuss flexible options that suit your situation.
Can I speak to someone before I decide?
Yes. You can book a free, no-pressure clarity call to ask your questions and feel into whether this path is for you. If you feel something stir within you, follow that feeling.